A Brief Moment Of Sudden And Total Clarity Followed By A Feeling Of Being Even More Lost Than Before

I want to start screaming and then run down the hallway of my dorm, breaking everything in sight, throwing a tantrum that would rival that of a toddler.

I want to unleash the animal instincts that I've been holding in for the past 18 years, on all fours, disproving Darwin, disapproving of society.

I want everyone to know that yes, I can hear them, and I want to be reassured that they can hear me.

I want to run towards everything, all at once, and to not have it run away. All at once and only once.